Honestly, i'm not sure if i'm falling in love or not. But i am certain that i have some weird feelings. The symtoms are clearly looks like someone in a really great scare ; hearts pounding against your chest, sweat on your palms, the your fingers starts to twitch, the constant feel of inadequate with your appearance. Does it have to be that bad? No. Its the most exciting moment of my life. To feel her close, even with this level of nervousness and anxiousness, it felt right. Its almost the time stops. Its just you and her, freeze in the moment.
For my experience, i'll be using the pronouns for a female. Please be advice. For all the guys and lesbians out there that are reading, you'll get what i'm writing. But for a girl, please work your head around my writings to fully understand this post. Ngeh2!
The sweet smell of her perfume, her hair, makes you wanna take a bat and hit your head so hard till you bleed. The body movement, so soft, so light, so understandable, just like dancing with the dolphins over the shallow waters of the ocean. Her skin, her hands and the most mesmerizing part, her eyes. So vividly catchy, it catches your attention away. Not even a free PS3 was given away on the shops around you, would take your attention away(but if its real, hey~i'll grab one).
All these visual stimulation will stimulate the very inch of your brain, channel all your attention to this beautiful being, dancing in front of you. An instant act of stupidity shall occur from time to time, its normal. Stuttering lips when delivering words, shaking hands and breathless exhales in and out of your now dry tongue. Sounds torturing right? But its normal, as this is only an invisible touch of an angel, a high-definition view from a first person perspectives, from your eyes, direct link toward your heart. *The adrenaline of love*.
It gets even worst, when the physical contact starts take place. Your palm, touch her soft skin, slides from her arm towards her palm. She giggles, an indirect way of saying "it tickles when you do that" without moving her lips. Her palm warm, like covering up in a comforter during a snow-storm. Her cheek turns red and her eyes running up and down, all over the place, trembled, as she felt your heart-beat on your palm. Yours and hers, beat as one, united.
Without further a due, you plant one on her cheek and yada~yada~yada.....we all know where it lead to. Maybe thats how you'll feel love, maybe not. I'm just blab-erring here. No judgement need. But the way i describe it, maybe to graphical as all things are like in heaven for the first time. But when one single argument, can turn the tide around. Hell came up from underneath it self. Tug your skin with rusted hook and drag you straight down to the fire it self.
Do couples often fight? Does fight bring any good to any relationship? What does "give and take" even means? hey~i'm not even qualified with a PhD on "Love and Psychopath Fundamental". The answer to that question is ones experienced it self, and live another day to tell the untold story. Its not fair for only one opinion to judge the whole institution. Like i said earlier, its about EXPERIENCE. Seeing is believing.
All these visual stimulation will stimulate the very inch of your brain, channel all your attention to this beautiful being, dancing in front of you. An instant act of stupidity shall occur from time to time, its normal. Stuttering lips when delivering words, shaking hands and breathless exhales in and out of your now dry tongue. Sounds torturing right? But its normal, as this is only an invisible touch of an angel, a high-definition view from a first person perspectives, from your eyes, direct link toward your heart. *The adrenaline of love*.
It gets even worst, when the physical contact starts take place. Your palm, touch her soft skin, slides from her arm towards her palm. She giggles, an indirect way of saying "it tickles when you do that" without moving her lips. Her palm warm, like covering up in a comforter during a snow-storm. Her cheek turns red and her eyes running up and down, all over the place, trembled, as she felt your heart-beat on your palm. Yours and hers, beat as one, united.
Without further a due, you plant one on her cheek and yada~yada~yada.....we all know where it lead to. Maybe thats how you'll feel love, maybe not. I'm just blab-erring here. No judgement need. But the way i describe it, maybe to graphical as all things are like in heaven for the first time. But when one single argument, can turn the tide around. Hell came up from underneath it self. Tug your skin with rusted hook and drag you straight down to the fire it self.
Do couples often fight? Does fight bring any good to any relationship? What does "give and take" even means? hey~i'm not even qualified with a PhD on "Love and Psychopath Fundamental". The answer to that question is ones experienced it self, and live another day to tell the untold story. Its not fair for only one opinion to judge the whole institution. Like i said earlier, its about EXPERIENCE. Seeing is believing.
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