Reconcile from the Death

"Death" is his name..he came silently behind..so soft onto my mattress..so quiet..he makes the mosquito buzzing near my ear sounds like the 4th of July..the trees smile from outside the window..with the roots cross hoping to see me die tonight..crows and vultures gather on top of my roof..watching under..chanting the anthem to call upon my rusted soul..The Death is near..i can hear his breath..every hiss me makes when he comes closer to view..I'm so unprepared..what have i done all in my life that I'd deserve such death..Did i forgot all about Him? Did i do my deeds correctly..I am so unprepared..about to swallow the shadow that arises in front of me..this is not it..please tell me its not it..please!

Click!

The light of my untidy room shines my lazy eye, bleeding the darkness in my retina with lights of the chemistry reaction occurring in the glass tube just beneath my ceiling. The light then filtered by a series of repetition shadows of ceiling fan blades..circling my view..spirally throws me into a vertigo. Snap! A soft hand touched my palm, pulling me towards a certain fragrance area. My cheek touches her soft and subtle shoulder. Imagining myself fell face down on a field of blossom and lily and rose and such a beautiful being floats over these field, smiling. I felt safe. The song stops banging on my eardrum as those earphone that supplies me with Valium of the sounds, unplug from its origin position. Both of my eyes open wide, finding a reason to get up so early in the morning. Just like that, the reason to get up, to live, the reason to everything that is living and moving, revolving around the world, stood upon me.

"Get up, get dressed and get real"

Such a nice voice, a nice tone from the one and only. Those 7 words really made my day. My eyes wide open. Crawling out of my bed, reaching for my stuff lying around the floor. My cellphone, got it! My cigarette, got it! My lighter, got it! My pants, got it! Crawling out is the most easiest part, but the next part is utmost the hardest level yet, trying to get up. The season just started, i can feel the warmth of sun light, burn my skin. The world is getting hotter and hotter, I've noticed. Its time to put on those pants of yours and start crunching the numbers. We are losing daylight, here! So here I am, not saying good night, just saying........................